Forever?

2010-10-08T08:50:00.000-07:00

Hey I'm missing yall already, 3 years with yall passed really fast, I still rmb how I was crying when yall were leaving primary school, oh those days. Thanks for being there for me when all the other people bailed. Thanks for always being there to listen even though yall had problems youreselves and I was never much of help. Thanks for being the group of friends that I'll have unreasonable and silly quarrels with and still love me the same and says "It's you what". Crazy times running around the school with water guns and bottles of water, and being with yall just literally make me laugh my ass off. We're not going to drift right? We have our monthly dates. We talked about the so many things we wna do together, and I hope we really do them together. Love yall always, thanks for loving me too. Will miss seeing yall around<3

2010-08-07T07:51:00.000-07:00

so I havent been here for so long, I might just leave this here to rot while i permanently move o lj and not update here anymore. Everything hasnt been smooth sailing, thats why its called life right. but there are still things worth being happy about.

Nostalgic

2010-06-09T08:41:00.000-07:00

(sorry for this really slow post)

In a blink of an eye my closest friends are going to be on their study break, and take their o levels, and then they're gone): And no doubt I already miss yall so damn much, it didnt really hit me that yall wont be training anymore till training resumed for me actually, and training became like a chore, cos I dont enjoy it anymore, training feels weird cos I've always hung around the few of you now that all of you are gone, not that I don't have other friends, but its not the same, well they are fun in their own ways, but its different. Bdiv09 was a fun bunch, after they left a had half of that bunch, and now they are going to leave too): It has never been easy for me to follow yall up then watch yall step down and me staying here, all the adapting and so on. Netball led me to great friends like all of you! We don't just hang around before/after/during training but during the normal days, where we are all so stress up, we just get together and laugh it off. Perth was awesome, and I dont think Melbourne will be as fun. Who will be that crazy to have a secret code by bouncing the ball (!!) and doing stupid videos like the fly airways hahaha, plus stupid incidents like being trapped in the lift and Trina getting high of red bull hahaha. I'll miss how tricia and I pick each other up literally when we fall together, how sam pushes me so hard I might fall, how nevine and jamie irritates me with their comments (well I know its for the better right!), how trina is so happy go lucky, and veno's lame moments. we've gone through quite abit, and I've learnt alot during this period, discover more about myself and all of you. love all of you alot! Dont yall ever forget me! I knew I would play with yall again when I was in primary school, now that it secondary school, its not going to be the same. Some will be at JC while some at Poly, and well not all of yall will be taking netball anymore. We must have a get together ok! (we always say this when yall were leaving SNT 06 and we never had a successful gathering btw!!)

2010-06-06T08:59:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNE!

2010-06-05T04:14:00.000-07:00

"If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with.
You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my tendency to be too clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.

But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible."

2010-05-02T03:52:00.000-07:00

Things havent been smooth sailing,

but thank god for friends that has been around (L)

things will get better, I know it will.

Liar, seriously yall are such liars,

+ I think Im old enough to think for myself and yes I know what I am doing.

2010-04-30T09:09:00.000-07:00

There's like a war starting in my head,

and a tide in my heart.

2010-04-09T05:52:00.000-07:00

HEY GIRLS I HAVE SOME TREATTTTTT.

Topshop dress- $42 or highest offer
email for more pictures!!

Bonia Vintage A4 brown bag.
$42

Grid Dress- $28

I also have a modparade sequin dress and cotton on dress.

email if interested!!

email- ohshuckslove@hotmail.com

2010-03-14T07:47:00.000-07:00

2010-02-27T01:15:00.000-08:00

I miss 2009, putting away all the silly quarrels, injuries, not fighting hard enough, fg flying away so much, me being so damn sensitive, failing tests, killer trainings, scoldings, being lost, living up to expectations, all the naggings and scoldings from the heads of pb, neverending morning scoldings, owing the damn alot of money, not being able to lose weight, and the many many more. I still miss playing with bdiv09, having suchs fantabulous class which have fun, having stf in the class, having so much time to spare, being excited for training, having fun in training and the many many many more. Doesnt beat all these into 2010, but there's something that never change, well Im glad it didnt, Im still enjoying time spent with F(:

2010-02-20T04:28:00.000-08:00

"IF YOU CANT HANDLE ME AT MY WORST, YOU SURE AS HELL DONT DESERVE ME AT MY BEST."

not ready= not want to win= insecure= half the battle lost= losing. I dont see a reason why anyone wants to lose, cos every single one of us know what is like to fall again and again. I can reassure you that I want it twice as badly as you, I wouldnt start running everyday for no reason, have recurring dream about training (which is so retarded). If what came out was rude to yall, yall havent seen my rude, it was suppose to be firm. No one likes being asked so many times the same questions, what more when we are tired. Thats all I've got to say.

- - -

(credits to Modparade)

Im selling Miss Pretzy! They have 2 batches, one with navy top black bottom, and vice versa.

Im selling the one with navy top black bottom.

belt is NOT included, $25

retailing at $30.

email for more info: ohshuckslove@hotmail.com

2010-02-07T03:21:00.000-08:00

Im asleep by the time its 12am so....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIANA SARAH KOH,
STOP SHINEE-ING.

2010-02-05T06:03:00.000-08:00

January has been sucky, I hope february will be good.

2010-01-24T02:49:00.001-08:00

16 months, never love you less, ever

swtfy

2010-01-22T05:50:00.000-08:00

"I don't think you'll love someone else until you find out that they love you

and when people fall in love its because they are finding out at the same time

little by little.

But its like the chicken and egg,

someone have to love someone first somehow.

I love you"- Luke Perin

2010-01-09T01:15:00.000-08:00

I feel like a pig not running or training for so long,
but I feel the sore or discomfort even when I walk for too long a time
I have been getting upset so damn frequently over the littlest thing,
maybe its cos I havent got over the first blow, and then another comes,
I start school on monday and Im starting to feel abit not wanting to go to school-ish
ugh I havent even finish my hol homework tho I said I'd do it,
I had tuition yesterday btw, so damn -.-

2010-01-06T04:29:00.000-08:00

Hi blogger templates are just getting boring,
and since everyone has started using it, it has been a little overated, so Im back fiddling with blog codes, I missed camp due to my injury,
apparently its the nerve and not the bone,
its some bilaterol iliosis or something like that, need 2 weeks break before I can get back again,
season can start next week but it depends on when Ms Khor wants to start since our school is the co-odinator, I hope its when I finally recover, dont want to miss any game,
im at home everyday until next week when school starts officially,
I cant wait actually, I want to learn new things and make sure I get them right from the start,
and I dont mind sitting right in front of the class,
cos it finally hit me that time is passing fast and sooner than I know, we're sitting in the hall for our big day,
I've learnt from 2009 from chem and physics class, that there's no time for us to re-learn something if we dont pay attention,
dont waste your time kids, you guys should wake up as well.

2010-01-02T10:00:00.000-08:00

it hasnt sink in me that 09 is over and its already 10,

my new year resolution are more or less the same,

its so boring to have the same new year resolution every year,

but thats just what we are suppose to do, isnt it?

I don't have alot of people around me for 2009,

I just hang out with a few of them,

Minusing the times when I had to be alone,

I can say that I was happy, tho I fell out with a few friends,

Im glad I kept the close ones.

and ofc stf was with me through it all!

Im ready for what 2010 have for me, are you?

2009-12-19T09:04:00.000-08:00

I have been sleeping with a bottle next to me for several nights,
my throat hurts when its dry,
everyone is falling sick, take care of yourselves!

2009-12-13T23:13:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BELATED KIMBERLY LIM LIM LIMMMMMMM! (:

I couldnt find a picture of us in my laptop:/

I see you soon ok! (hugs)

2009-12-06T22:41:00.000-08:00

Back from msia safe and sound,

going down for nc to help out again,

its bored but peaceful at home, Im free till about 4 everyday,

now who wants to go out?

2009-11-26T07:44:00.000-08:00

2009-11-26T04:03:00.000-08:00

"~~It really upsets me when you complain to me about how ugly you are and how no one could ever love you.~~ Why can't you see that even though I know you're a bit of an asshole, I would still kiss you and never ever stop if you just gave me half a chance. I know all your flaws and I still want you. Stop complaining. You have me already. And you damn well know it."

2009-11-23T04:24:00.000-08:00

FUN TRAINING IS OVER KIDS.

2009-11-21T03:40:00.000-08:00

"I love you. I love your eyes. I love your smell. I love your hair.

I love your laugh. I love your skin. I love everything inside you.

And I'll try to make all the parts that I find, happy.
Because you make me happy. So much. "- iwtfy

Frustrated.

2009-11-15T10:38:00.000-08:00

OSF top!

oos on site and at stall,

in pink and black

35SGD (Negotiable)

Worn once.

Bohoho Tribal Top from snakesinaplane
25SGD
NEVER WORN

Im up in the middle of the night fiddling with blogger,
I did something different from this at my other place,
I copied and paste the html but it wouldnt work,
HOWEVER DELETED MY PREVIOUS TEMPLATE,
and Im really beat so I'll leave it like that now,
till I find the time to change again.

2009-11-12T07:39:00.000-08:00

MANDA'S BACK IN TOWN!

(Idk why the picture turned out so blur but enjoy!)

2009-11-08T05:13:00.000-08:00

I've run out things to blog here, maybe I should really just close this down,

but then again I still like myflyawaylove

2009-10-30T07:04:00.000-07:00

Im sleepy, take my med and get to bed.
- Its the holidays
- Alot of trainings
-Am sick now
- satify with results, they're proud of ma as well.
- I really want to sleep.

2009-10-18T03:27:00.000-07:00

How's you you you you and you?

/edit

Which is when the world stopped turning.

Which is when the birds fell silent.

Which is when the clouds all breathed in at the same time.

Which is when lies became truth.

Which is when pain became love.

Which is when fires burned blue.

Which is when red flowers bloomed.

Which is when snow fell.

Which is when ice became water.

Which is when the universe smiled.

Which is when the sunshine and the moonlight met.

Which is when gravity gave up the ghost.

Which is when the air became thick.

Which is when people screamed on the edges of cliffs.

Which is when every guitar in the world strummed the same three chords over and over.

Which is when the dead rolled over and wished to live again.

Which is when the song turned itself up.

Which is when aliens on other worlds looked up into the heavens and gasped.

When is when hurricanes and storms and floods swept through us.

Which is when tears fell from willows at the beauty of it all.

Which is when riots and madness chased themselves through the streets.

Which is when millions of glasses committed suicide, throwing themselves from kitchen cupboards.

Which is when angels were filled with envy.

Which is when vampires threw back their heads and howled.

Which is when skin crawled.

Which is when we were watching TV on a couch.

Which is when you were in my arms and I was in your mouth.

2009-10-14T05:18:00.000-07:00

I don't love you

These words will never cone out of my mouth.

I love you,

Comes out so easily

2009-10-10T08:54:00.000-07:00

Exams are hereeeee

2009-10-07T02:23:00.000-07:00

LEARN TO APPRECIATE.

)':

Get back on your feet

2009-09-20T07:33:00.000-07:00

Greatest apology to whoever that msg me but I dont reply or gave yall short replies,

havent been in my best of mood lately,

but its always comforting to know that I've got ts that I can rant to! hahah,

I have been blogging you more frequently, (Y)

2009-09-19T06:13:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM LOVER!

You never fail to make me laugh everytime your around,

do miss the 14s time, playing with you and all,

see you soon for madjack!

love you!

2009-09-18T09:12:00.000-07:00

Hi I suddenly miss this space so Im back here posting,
I think I should look at things at how people my age look at things,
so then I can relate better,
and maybe I wont be so easily frustrated or annoyed by what yall say/think.
and also save myself from asking all the 'why's
and save anyone from listening to all my rants
and making my life easier.

sidetrack~
yuanyuan you keeeep teasing me today, so you watchhh outtttt, I would not make myself so vulnerable anymore, I would handle things the mature way and not just run to my pillow and cry my hearts out, I would be stronger, and also have a positive mindset (everything are an advantage to us rmb! hahaha)

Okay Im tiredddd, school tmr damn scared I cannot wake up, then die.
goodnight folks!

2009-09-16T05:10:00.000-07:00

I know this is different, I just know.

Love you always(:

Now, how's everybody? (:

I LUHV YOU

2009-09-07T06:29:00.000-07:00

Everything's goooood, Im having fun,

but I think I ought to start studying,

training this holiday is on wed and thurs,

then some prefect thing on friday:/

okay Im rather sleepy im going to bed,

its 9.33 ftw!

2009-08-31T06:47:00.000-07:00

after the trip back to the fav primary school, I got pretty much to say and to let out about netball. Ms Seng popped a question if anyone is sick of netball, and well I was the only one who said I was. Then I asked myself again am I sick of netball, or am I sick of my performance. Anyone would agree that I have dropped to the rock bottom, and I just havent been as good as before, and I've been trying really hard, my feets wont move as fast, my brains dont think as fast, my passes arent as accurate, my attitude werent as good. At the start of my netball journey, I was the stats taker, beside the first 2 games when I was actually the shooter, but wasnt any help to the team. I very much know that every player sitting on the bench dream was to play for the team, as much as they say they don't they really want to, and that gives us a reason to treasure a place in the team, and for that you play hard for the team. I knew nuts about how to be a good player until I fought for a ball with sam, with that I fought for a place in the team, never did I know that this brought me pretty far. And ofc the thing that brought me pretty far has not been of very good use nowadays, and have been told to change it, its not easy, its never easy to change your style of play. But ofc what Ms Seng said was true "In your netball journey, you meet coaches, that have different styles of coaching, you might like some, you might not like some, but since she's your coach, if you take it the negative way your going to suffer, so why not take it positively?" TAKE IT POSITIVELY SZELIN. So yes, Im going to go for every single training faithfully (like I've not been-.-) do my best in every single drill however it may kill me, and ofc it would really help having teamates that dont make a fool out of everything, I mean we can have fun but ofc we should know when to laugh and when not to laugh, especially sec1s btw, and yall should reflect on how yall have been training, I know training are tiring but are you even doing everything to your best, I've seen yall in fitness, including those who arent in my group, there is a reason why its called SPRINTS, your tired, who isnt. St.Margs netball is really up to us, its either we make it or we dont, and ofc we do have influence on the future batches as well. People can not believe that we are going to make it, but you all must believe in yourself, yes? I have said it so many times, I think people arent going to believe me anymore, cos I've mentioned so many times we are going to make it but we didnt, but you see if we dont believe we are not going to get any further. AND WITH THAT I LEAVE YOU WITH

"I CAN DO ANYTHING THRU CHRIST WHICH STRENGTHENS ME(:"

PS: I sound like a lifeless person which life revolves around netball, and also someone who is netball crazy, but as long as I feel better its okay. I know im gong to laugh over this the next time I read this again.

2009-08-30T03:11:00.000-07:00

MIZZZZZZZ YOU!

2009-08-23T07:44:00.001-07:00

Hi lameconspiracy sorry for not updating you :/

everything is okay except for that Im very sick now,

high fever. headache. cough. sore throat. body ache.

yes symptons of the pig flu, ):

do pray for me(: or maybe Im just love sick, hahaha

and btw netball farewell was awesome,

ANL was (Y)

Kay Im going to rest now, byezx

2009-08-09T03:10:00.000-07:00

Kiana made me come to blogger so might as well just post something,
early in the morning tmr I'll be off to sentosa to meet kim and the rest maybe,
bond before the game next week(:
I need to finish reading my book, I wanted to stop reading cos it was so frustrating but i shall not,
okay I got a damn long note to do in facebook.
BYE.

2009-08-08T08:11:00.000-07:00

"You remember and dwell on all the things you've lost and ignore all the things you haven't. Because your scars are like stars. Yet the night stays perfectly black. "- iwtfy

People have to go through this phrase to

learn to cherish those around.

2009-08-07T10:02:00.000-07:00

This is for you and I hope you read it,
your probably still on your plane ride to wherever your migrating to,
and I wouldnt want to say that I wont miss you when your gone even further,
cos I do and will always, but let me say that Im rather disappointed with the lack of appreciation,
that we wanted to go send you off and you just msg Joan back and say,
"Its okay yall dont have to send me because ~~its late and yall have school the next day~~ I have alot of people sending me off already my church people all sending me off"
excuse me for the fact that we wanted to go down at 3AM to the airport and RUSH to school after that, shows nothing at all.
you can say you only know us for 1/2 year but its good enough to build a strong bond for your information.
AND I applied your "Im going to be a good prefect cos im leaving already what, hate me then hate me la im not going to have anything to do with them anymore what"
so now you dont even care if we're mad at you or not cos you wont have anything to do with us anymore, is that right.
farewell to you, so much for being one of our good friends.

2009-08-05T03:05:00.000-07:00

Today feels weird.
I feel so distant from everyone.

2009-08-03T05:52:00.000-07:00

Sometimes for idk what reasons,
I felt like I'm losing myself,
Like idk why I feel this way or why I'm looking at things this way
And it's only with you I feel like myself,
And therefore I say you love is the only thing that keeps me sane.

Birthday suprises

2009-07-31T10:03:00.000-07:00

This kept twin and I entertained for an hour before they arrived.

Everything had been good, classes a little boring tho,

and that fav girl is not around,

Gong gong is in the hospital, at a critical state,

I just feel slightly worried, maybe because we dont have much bond, and I didnt really like him,

that makes me a very bad grand-daughter,

Although he doesnt even recognises me, but still.

Its weird how I dont feel anything, but definitely something when he's finally gone.

Ma ma didnt even visit him, good wife man.

anyhow, I need to get to bed, Im damn sleepy, had a long day,

goodnight world I'll try to update soon(:

2009-07-25T10:52:00.000-07:00

Please go to sadieguns.blogspot.com

Really nice stuff btw, I just got one myself!

2009-07-24T09:55:00.000-07:00

Its a life your saving(:

2009-07-19T04:34:00.000-07:00

ROMP yesterday, it was fun,

played games and played 'volleyball' and monkaye with the ij people,

had a good night with love,

update again soon(:

2009-07-17T10:37:00.000-07:00

Everything's good,

I can't wait to see the gf tmr!

Love

2009-07-14T05:49:00.000-07:00

Everything of you amaze me,

You pretty much leave me wanting more.

2009-07-13T06:34:00.001-07:00

Please know that if you can't reach me,
I'm thinking of you, and that your not alone.

2009-07-12T02:49:00.000-07:00

I replay what you did and say,

and catch myself smiling every single time

2009-07-11T11:19:00.000-07:00

Everytime I see you,

I fall for you ever so hard over and over again.

2009-07-10T10:15:00.001-07:00

Why are human so greedy?

One's enough for me, I dont need more.

2009-07-09T00:34:00.000-07:00

The tougher it is, the more you should work hard,

cos at the end you'll feel a greater sense of satisfaction.

2009-07-08T05:32:00.000-07:00

To the person that means the world to me:

I miss you quite badly):

this is not emo, but I think it'll do, hahaha.

love you always(:

Dear love,

2009-07-07T04:46:00.000-07:00

Then it cross your mind,
Why do you get so deeply in love with someone,
that breaks your heart, over and over again

2009-07-05T09:22:00.000-07:00

Cos I want you to know that,

no matter whats lined up for me in the future,

no matter what I become,

I'll bring you along.

"I know we're too young to talk about forever, but that's what it feels like now"

Why

2009-07-04T07:45:00.000-07:00

Because these days arent easy,

like they have been once before,

these days arent easy anymore.

Promises

2009-07-03T21:41:00.000-07:00

Idk how people can forget such important parts of their life,
but then again maybe they are not as important as before.

Whys

2009-07-03T05:16:00.000-07:00

Why does human wish, hope, change, laugh, cry, fear, doubt, think, feel?

Why isit only human?

Hearts all over the world tonight

2009-07-02T06:19:00.000-07:00

"that's why love is madness, it's too easy to lose your mind, when you lose your heart"

school's in!

2009-06-28T05:48:00.000-07:00

School's starting in a few hours
got to hit the sack kids,
goodnight, see yall in school tmr~
Get back soon love.

Imma dude yaw

2009-06-27T04:18:00.000-07:00

boring-est day ever,

- says:
You want t know what you are?
Whisper War says:
Im a girl hahaha
what
- says:
You're the one I love
Whisper War says:
I love you(:

6th sense,

2009-06-26T08:19:00.000-07:00

At the end of the day, you find yourself with nothing,

but while your having fun you think that you have everything.

Empty.

I love you, and thats all I really know

(everyone's talking about it)

2009-06-26T00:17:00.000-07:00

Michael Jackson
Everyone's talking about it, its getting way boring-.-
brought this up cos I wanted to say something,
I was in the car (my aunt fetching me back home)
then she got a call from another aunt, they were talking about MJ,
then when she put down the phone the first thing she said is,
"Ni de da gu hen wu liao, da bian ye yao da dian hua gei wo gen wo jiang michael jackson si le"
HAHAHA, kay maybe its dont very funny, but the fact that she has nothing to talk about
and needed someone to talk to when she's shitting, so she talk about MJ,
even my aunt was damn question mark, hahaha.
kay yes btw Im back home, (boring, yes) Im going to check on the homework that I've yet to finish, bye kids.

WORLD, people come people go

Baby just say yes

2009-06-25T04:37:00.000-07:00

My relatives are being so funny.
My uncle ask me to call singtel but Im never good with this kinda thing, so I told my aunt to call,
and she ask me say what! and continued and say "escusime, I want to know my outzestaning how muchzx" fucking funny,
then my uncle was so worried she dont know how to say, so he continue rattling on some stuff,
then he "nabei wua ai tia le doh le gau ngi ngi ngoh ngoh"
direct translation, nabei I want to hear what they saying you down here ngi ngi ngoh ngoh"
I luhv luhv being here, joke around all,
Im currently waiting for Daniel to get back then go midnight Prata again,
maybe with maine.
Went to play volleyball just now with Zoe, my hand damn pain.
Before that we made chocolate which was disgustingly nice, hahaha.
(Daniel just came back, Chow bin)
kay I got nothing to say, just have to update this.

Ps. Click on nuffnang chanks(:L

Speechless

2009-06-23T06:51:00.000-07:00

I've been staring at this page for rather long,
trying to just express how I feel, and actually type in someting meaningful,
but Im just lost for words, I hate it when I just keep backspacing wtv I type,
cos I dont think it make sense, then I'll end up not posting anything,

They want me. I want you. And you want someone else. But none of us want to turn around.

blogger.

2009-06-17T05:30:00.000-07:00

HI BLOGGER(((:
slacker's away, and I remembered how I ranted the last time she went away,
blogger is sucha lovely place.
kay this is a random post, bye.

Uptown girls

2009-06-14T04:48:00.000-07:00

All that have been happening,

Life's good, love's good, everything is good, just a little boring.

cycling with team tmr, plus sec4s

I have to charge my camera, its going to be fun-filled, hopefully.

I have some stuff striked off my shopping list, I need more cash,

drop from the sky please):

Promises

2009-06-06T09:34:00.000-07:00

Prom-ise [Prom-is] noun, verb, -ised, -is-ing

- Noun
Something that has the effect of an express assurance; indication of what may be expected.
–verb
To make a promise

But then again, do not keep to a promise, just for the sake of keeping it.

Feel the rain on your skin

2009-06-04T01:19:00.000-07:00

All that has been happening lately....

Not moving back as for now,

Hugs and Kisses

2009-05-28T05:11:00.000-07:00

Hi myflyawaylove, I might consider moving back but locking the blog,
cos even yuan yuan said the lj is not me,
and it's more suitable for me to at myflyawaylove, see how
Kay bye kids

Cherry tomatoes

2009-05-23T11:04:00.000-07:00

I figure I cant really stop posting here, I'll just post here once in awhile,
and I figure I can just tell yall my link, cos I'll have locked posts.
Im at dearestblank.livejournal.com now, yall can add me, and its up to me if I want to add you back, alright bye.

Frappe!

2009-05-22T07:02:00.000-07:00

Hi Im not going to post here starting from today,
I got forced into this, and I really dont like how I cannot be myself here,
Im not going to be afraid to let anyone read this because, I have the rights to speak for myself,
blogs are places where people express themselves, and when someone uses wtv languages,
it doesnt mean they are bad or wtv, dont judge, have you heard it before
I am not happy of what I've heard, but I have to live with it, so I decided to move,
ask me if you wish to know, and I'll decide if I want to add you or not.
Im going to miss myflyawaylove):

Halo

2009-05-21T02:13:00.000-07:00

I'm so sleepy again, went back to primary school today, and who knows we were stuck outside, cos apparently we can't go in if we don't have appointment.
They've got a overnight camp in school on 5th and 6th be kind souls ablnd come with me(:
So teachers came out to see us instead, I was urgent and had to answer nature's call so we left after awhile.
I'm so sleepy I'm going to sleep for awhile I have nothing to do anyway.
But then again I don't think I'll be able to sleep at night oh wth
I'm going for danielle's ballet concert. Awesome I'd what((:
Ok goodnight world.

I want nobody but you

2009-05-20T01:39:00.000-07:00

Yay! 1 day down(: am I not happeeee.
I'm at joan's place now with Dione
They're currently bathing cos we just had a swim I was suppose to suntan to get darker but failed cos the sun is lousy here
Today was just damn boring prefects were in charge I this forum that is going on,
I didn't have a good time, cos if you know me, its just not my thing, I'd rather be in class
Bitching and laughing, tho it make me a bitch, but what to do? Live with it):
What's plan for tmr? No plans, but last min plan will surely happen.
Kay world blog when I get home maybe,
I'm left with only 20% of batt left.
Bye earthlings.

Miss you damn slot

2009-05-19T05:58:00.000-07:00

HI SCHOOL TMR, AFTER TODAY IT'LL BE ANOTHER DAY DOWN, AM I NOT HAPPY(:

I dont like how its...
- night here when its afternoon there
- afternoon here morning there
- morning here night there >:/

Im waking up when your sleeping.

Shop Eat Sleep Play

2009-05-19T03:03:00.000-07:00

your heart is safe back here

2009-05-19T02:36:00.000-07:00

Pouts and cries "I want my basic white slouchy tees):"
and no we couldnt find any in town yesterday >:/
im getting so grumpy, results tmr, ftw, I hope it'll be okay.

"Love is the scars on your knees, the leftover food in the refrigerator, the song the birds sing, the pain you inflict, the sweet nothingness which flutters from your lover's mouth, a half complete cigarette, diet coke which fizzles on your tongue, the rainbow sprinkles on your cupcake, the battered package you received in the mail the other day, the sound of wind escaping through a small gap in your window, the dampness in your hair, the chipped red varnish on your finger-nails, your grandmother's musical box, the ballet shoes you've since you were five, the music playing on your car stereo, the flaky paint on your walls, the bubblegum stuck under desks, the tooth-fairy, your hands and the things you can make with them, the kisses you blow, the clothes you wear, 5-am morning, you sensitive teeth, the tingly feeling you get, the tangles in your lover's hair, sleepless nights, overdosing on painkillers, undeserved success and recognition, telling lies and not getting caught, blacking out from consuming too much alcohol, being desired by multiple parties, solving mathematical problem, watching the people around you, watching the people fucking up around you, screaming out of your window in the middle of the night, flaming your lover's ex, smudged mascara, disheveled hair and smeared lipstick, star-bucks mango passion fruit, little children, silence, recyclable materials, trees, photosynthesis, growth, development

No. Love is you, I, and a careless mixture of everything else we worry about." -flashlightbatteriess.bg.com

You took away more than half of me with you

2009-05-19T00:43:00.000-07:00

Im killing timeeee
school's tmr, at least it'll keep me occupied, rather than stay at home and rot like today,
the gf is doing pretty well over at the other end of the world (not literally)
Training need to start sooooon, I need to lose weight, 9 more kg to go~ HAHA,
and it doesnt really help if I keep snacking, where's the discipline >:/
Im damn bored, you will be the kind soul that will entertain me(:

I'll just be hanging around the mistletoe, hoping to be kissed

2009-05-18T08:54:00.000-07:00

Town was crazy today, I walked till my legs broke, looking for everything we wanted.
but forever 21 didnt have those stuff I wanted on my shopaholic post>:/
I got skirt, dress, rubi 'sandals' from cotton on, leather jacket, new eyeliner.
we went to wisma to get our itouch cover first, cos apprently that morning her mum bought her an itouch within 10 min, and I dont like my cover >:/ regretssss, but I couldnt find a nicer rubber one, so I got those plastic kind>:/ and its damn gay >:/ (omg 3 frownies)
headed to far east where we got all our stuff, then headed to cine to eat dinner at lj.
kay I shall tell yall about the mirror incident today.
(I forgot whats the shop name) but the shop has a small stairs to this row of clothes, against the mirror.
We just kept walking towards the mirror, until I got a shock when I saw another Joan, when she was just beside me, hahahahaha, fucking funny.
And Joan is apparently scared of clowns, cos there were clown like people, as its arts festival,
and they were freaking tall, and Joan was being a mouse, sucha joke hahahaha, they WERE scary, but at least dont cling onto me la, omg.
left to Novena to get home, bumped into Idiot, and had a cab ride homeee, THANKS:D
slacker came online, it evening-ish there, while its midnight here,
Im missing something):
Im going to watch A walk to remember again, then the notebook.
pictures up next time.

I think our love can do anything we want it to
bye world, 10 more dayssss, 2 down for me((((:

/edit
My favourite time of the day is when I get to talk to you,
and the saddest time of my day is when you leave - Love Actually.

JUMP

2009-05-17T09:18:00.000-07:00

omg twin came up with this good idea of tricking people hahahahaha.
I got all kinds of funny answers,
I told them Im going to jump, (and usually people will think jump down the building)
I got answers ranging from not very worried to damn fucking worried.
hahahaha, dont be angry, at least I know who cares (:
Twin, we should come up with more nonsense, hahaha.

/edit
I feel so homely all of a sudden,
cos your away):

If thats all I get, I rather not stay up.
I am sad that your going away, and I dont get to have you physically here with me for 12 days.
And if you dont know, I really always put you before anything else,
I am tired but Im staying up for you,
lets just say, I dont deserve this

gf's stolen

2009-05-17T03:13:00.000-07:00

when you get wind in your hair HAHA, omg im high

4h 36 min moreeeeeee):
Im sad too okay just that I dont show it HAHA, wtf.
Im gna miss youuuuuuuuuu,
its a boring day, imagine when your away):

/edit

dione is sucha sucka! hahaha

`DIONE says:
The Class Blog is up, go post the Class Outing thing
Insecurities says:
what class outing?
`DIONE says:
Oh shoots
I thought you were still the Class Monitress
Sorry Sorry!

I miss you

2009-05-16T07:32:00.000-07:00

Hi I had a good time today, did you? (:
your leaving in a day time):

Bye books,

2009-05-15T01:26:00.000-07:00

see you after the holidays(:

science was okay? Home econs was slightly tough,
exams are officially over
I felt sooo free today, Idk what to do.
I was good to come home today after dental, so hopefully I get my day out mon/tues, I feel like picnic-ing(:
Aunt mary came to visit me, and brought me some pain as well >:
Joan I order youNOW to get me water bag and painkillers:/
hahaha, trainings starting soon, yes? no?
Sarah if you somehow happen to be here, what big thing?
kayzx byez

/edit
Im quite tired :O
Aunt was being crazy just now, she had a high moment, hahaha.
cramps being sucha sucker >:/

misssss youuuu

2009-05-14T00:34:00.000-07:00

LIT IS OVER(:
last 2 paper for mid years tmr, heehee
science and HE, I gave up studying for them, I figure out my brain is too small.
I wrote quite alot for lit today, but Im afraid I'll get out of point >:/
odds breakfast today, pretty good one,
I cant post the pictures,
cos we were in school uniform and our school doesnt allow us to post pictures of us in uniform, and plus being a prefect the more we cant post it -.-
kay stayed until abouttt 12, then left.
we all got a rose from Lynette and Joanne(: how sweet.
okie dokie got to go off before anyone comes, bye.
Good luck for the last 2 papers!

miss you

Insomnia

2009-05-13T00:03:00.000-07:00

I toss and turn, trying to get my mind off you for awhile, till I fall asleep,
but to no avail.
yesterday was a bad night, havent felt that way for damn long.
didnt sleep very well, had a hard time waking up this morning.
report for duty -.-
papers today were quite easy, I just hope and pray hard I didnt have any careless mistakes,
which I think I already have.
catch up a little with twin, and off home,
Im typing my notes plus revising for science,
science is a killer, to think that I was once good in it-.-
bye.

Fuck

2009-05-12T04:13:00.001-07:00

I miss having trainings
where you can let everything out
tho its not good but at least i would feel better
when twin will be there to talk to me
I hope everything would be fine

IH MYE 2009

2009-05-11T22:43:00.000-07:00

I almost ran out of time, but im glad that I finished, it was quite difficult,
but wtv its over anyway,
Im home, doing the 2007 maths paper, Im suppose to sleep but after I bathe quite awake, hahaha, Im getting a stomach ache,
my nose was running like nobody's business during the paper.
kay, Im going to work hard(: hahaha,
all the best to everyoneeee.

take this all away,
any way you want to

missss you):

2009-05-11T15:32:00.000-07:00

I FINISH STUDYING FOR IH, BE PROUD OF ME(:
tmr's the official start of exams :
got to study hard, last minute revisoin yknow, hahaha.
Im looking forward to friday, end of exams.
but someone's going away end of week ):
update later maybe.

I wrote this for you
Well then let them hate you but let it be because you are a good person in a bad world and bad always hates good
BUT my sis is being a bitch >:/

/edit
HERE COMES EARLY DISMISSAL!
MON- 12
TUE- 12.10
WED- 1130
THURS- 930
FRI- 12
exams got its positive side(:

Meryl

2009-05-11T01:15:00.000-07:00

(I was lazy to edit the lighting of the pictures, so there you go)

wtf, where's the similarity?!
)': I think she looks like Janelle Elise Tan, hahaha.

This unknown is called Meryl apparently.

Im going to bed, and try not to think that I look like this girl>;/

Shopaholic

2009-05-10T08:33:00.001-07:00

1
2
3
4

Major distraction

2009-05-10T07:13:00.000-07:00

studied till a major distraction came to visit me, hahaha,
but I kinda love this distraction (;
I covered popluation, abit here and there for the rest of the chapters.
had awesome company today, wouldnt replace it for anything else (:

you're a part of me already,
what would I do without you?

2009-05-09T07:55:00.000-07:00

/overdue

You found me

2009-05-08T22:27:00.001-07:00

will be studying this afternoon.
bye.

So much for studying, I fell alseep after memorising what air pollution is.
It is the accumilation of harmful substances in the air, which can harm the environment, and our health (?)
And I didnt bother to wake up, I tried but I fell back asleep.
Karen msged me today, I miss tampines): hahaha, would love to go back to stay a day or two
Im lazy to say more, bye.

Learn

2009-05-08T07:30:00.000-07:00

Look inside and search your heart, what has she or rather they done to you to deserve this from you, when they said you've changed, I thought they were mad,
But at the end of the day Im right, some people need to learn to cherish,
these good friends dont come easy, Im speaking from experience,
I'll take it as you havent learn.
Grow.
Up.

2009-05-08T03:08:00.000-07:00

Roseee(:

Baking(:

(threw this failed pieces away)

Not as bad, but bad.